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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"><br /></span><span style="color: #cc0000;">I let you know that my blog moved to other website and you can carry on reading my stories here: </span></span><br />
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-78341239896487551812018-01-22T11:59:00.001-08:002021-01-15T05:34:27.588-08:00Insight of a Japanese hostess club<div align="justify">
Suddenly a big fat guy came in, his fleshy nose
was already red from alcohol and when he noticed me, he immediately
requested me. Annushka, our Russian barmaid came to take me to his
table. The guy was wearing a greyish office suit and was sweating,
like he was running from work straight to our club. I gave him the
towel and he cleaned the beads of sweat from his forehead, then idly
threw it on the table.</div>
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“I love big boobs!”</div>
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What an impressive introduction!</div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-30464383511124080202018-01-05T07:02:00.001-08:002021-01-15T05:35:52.113-08:00Women in the club<div align="justify" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
It's quite funny to see when a woman comes to the club and she tries to outdo
the strippers. I told you earlier, there is such a big competition between
the girls already, but some female customers want to show us she can get the same attention, without knowing anything about our job. She asks if she's
allowed to go on stage and do a dance. Usually, the little devil whispers in his ears and the manager doesn't
say no, just for fun. But for us, it's just pathetic seeing a “normal”
woman trying to spin on the pole and seduce the audience, just like us.
Yes, usually she's drunk as hell, and her movement is
uncoordinated. She has no idea that dancing on stage is just one
little part of our work, selling, participating in mind games and
dealing with difficult customers require more than having the courage to
take off our bra in public. Sometimes they didn't even ask if they can
go on stage; it happened in Belgium that two women came in with their
partners, they ordered a bottle of champagne, and all night they were
running around the club without their blouses. Although the worst, when a
dancer of another club comes in and she wants to show off on stage
that she's better than everybody in the room. Women, eh? Do you
believe now that it is such a competitive world?<br />
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<div align="justify" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">If you'd like to read more, visit <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-65014735876410817412017-12-02T07:56:00.002-08:002017-12-18T08:40:55.469-08:00New book: The Stripper and the Yakuza<div class="s3" style="font-size: 18px; line-height: 1.8; text-align: justify;">
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<span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">Bella</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">'s life is full of excitement, fun and travel as she's working as a free-lancer exotic dancer. Her</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;"> big dream was always to travel to Japan and she said yes to her Russian friend's, Natalia's proposal, </span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">who</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;"> offered help </span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">finding a place for her</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;"> in a Japanese hostess club. Upon her arrival, Bella is full of hopes and excitements, but soon she discovers the world of the workaholic Japanese customers, their lack of speaking English and the games between clients and their obedient hostesses. </span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">By her nature s</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">he's always honest and straight forward, but in Japan this in not the required behaviour. Bella becomes more and more exhausted at work, bodily and mentally, </span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">she</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;"> goes through a culture shock </span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;">and</span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "liberation serif"; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14.399999618530273px;"><span class="bumpedFont15" style="font-size: 1.5em; line-height: 21.600000381469727px;"> feels rejected in the country of her dreams.</span></span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-80909557552424930542017-09-11T09:49:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:36:47.720-08:00We, dancers, are naked therapist<div align="justify" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
Stripping is an expensive job emotionally, people with tempers find
me often. Not only customers, but girls also if there is something
bothers them. Sometimes I feel I'm doing a therapy session at work.<br />
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<span style="color: #00000a;"><span style="color: black;">“</span><span style="color: black;">Because
you are pure and such a good person, thank you for listening to me.” I hear often.</span></span></div>
<br />If you'd like to read more, go to <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-13560633616319191082017-07-11T04:49:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:37:35.530-08:00My thoughts on dick pics<div align="justify" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="color: #00000a;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">Once in
London I finished my shift and I was in a hurry to catch my night bus
from Tottenham Court Road. I was at the bus stop when a young guy
stepped in front of me holding his mobile close to my face.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #00000a;">“<span style="font-size: 12pt;">Look!”</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #00000a;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">It was a
picture of a – I suggest his – penis. It's okay to be proud of
your precious male part, but why do you think I want to see it,
especially in this way of presentation? Is this the only thing you
can offer to a woman, does it make you a man?</span></span><br />
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<div align="justify" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #00000a;">If you'd like to read more, visit <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-90388568191660933062017-06-22T02:37:00.001-07:002017-06-22T02:37:36.682-07:00Photoblog - Singapore, Palawan beachEvery time I travel I like to meet local people. Photo camera is a bonus :)<br />
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<br />B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-20572027596372323352017-06-20T04:18:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:40:21.271-08:00The way to a stripper's heart<div class="western">
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<i>"On my journey, I have met lots of different men.
Some were saints, others were sinners. If my Prince Charming hasn't
come to me on this road, I decided to set out for him. Somewhere our
paths will meet and I will recognise in him the man I was waiting for
in my entire life, it doesn't matter what kind of disguise he wears
to hide his true self."</i><br />
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I wrote in my book if I met the right guy, I would recognise him whatever mask he wears. By the time I finished the book, I met someone special at work. I met him in the period when my book was finished but hadn't been published yet.<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">If you'd like to read more of my stories, visit <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website.</a></div></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-10596499587453632532017-06-10T14:16:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:41:08.763-08:00The judgement is yours. The lessons are mine.<div align="justify" class="western" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-top: 0.1cm;">
<span style="font-size: 12pt;">This lifestyle still holds so
many secrets. Some people have no clue about it. Men see the pretty
girl on stage doing some erotic moves and slowly taking her clothes
off while they fantasize what they would do with her body in private.
Dancing is the best aphrodisiac as the soft moves of the body helps
to unblock the sexual energies. Men like to watch a woman dancing
because they can keep an eye on her from a distance seeing her whole
body as it moves with the rhythm of the music and makes her
irresistibly desirable for them. </span></div><div align="justify" class="western" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-top: 0.1cm;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><br /></span></div><div align="justify" class="western" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-top: 0.1cm;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">If you'd like to read my stories, go to <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</span></div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-36226857159215046182017-06-07T03:23:00.000-07:002017-06-07T03:23:28.701-07:00Photoblog - Budapest dream<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-15342142264339869082016-01-19T06:38:00.001-08:002021-01-15T05:42:06.110-08:00Men, gentlemen, guys<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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have good news for you: my book is finally finished! The most exciting period
is yet to come, to find a publisher or literary agent whom I can
establish a good relation for my future plans. Difficult, but
it's not impossible. If I could have reached the point where I'm
standing now, there is nothing to stop me from achieving my goals. </span><span style="color: black;"><span face=""helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif" style="font-size: 12pt;">I
had amazing years of experience in nightlife working as an exotic
dancer what made me who I am today and shaped my opinion about men
and relationships. </span></span></span></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span face=""arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif"><span style="color: black;"><span face=""helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif" style="font-size: 12pt;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span face=""arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif"><span style="color: black;"><span face=""helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif" style="font-size: 12pt;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-52104663874612413872015-12-20T06:26:00.000-08:002017-06-07T05:33:14.920-07:00Merry Christmas to all!<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">This
time of the year it always seems I'm disappearing from the eyes of
the world. Indeed it's kind of true. But don't worry, I'm okay. I
left Germany and I spend this Christmas with my family. They are
happy to see me and spend some time with me as I was a little
unfaithful to them in the past 5 years and I didn't come home to
celebrate Christmas with them. I was either working or just found an
excuse to stay in London. This time is special and they feel honoured
that I made time to come home. Too bad for them, I'm planning to stay
longer than they thought. :) Only kidding, every time I come home, I
have my place here and I'm always welcome.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I'm restless because I'm working on the book which I'd like to finish
until the end of January, that's reason why I remain a little quieter here and on other social websites. </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue", arial, helvetica, sans-serif;">This is an exciting time of the year for me.
Family, Christmas, new year and a new start..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Wish
me good luck then!</span></div>
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wishing you all a peaceful Christmas and holiday season and I hope
all your wishes come true in the New year!</span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-86987199596949262262015-11-28T05:44:00.003-08:002016-01-14T05:26:43.155-08:00Photoblog - geroart.com<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I'm always glad to organise some photoshoot during my working contract with the clubs so I can work with photographers from all over the world.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Here is one photo from my latest photoshoot in Germany. I'm very pleased with the result, the photographer is a genius!</span><br />
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<br />B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-50137308303667249172015-11-20T05:21:00.002-08:002021-01-15T05:43:17.975-08:00Those sweet temptations<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Here
comes another confession from me. I don't consider myself as bisexual
although at work customers often like to have fun with two or more
girls that like each other also in a sexual way. And it's always
easier for the girls too to sit with one customer as they can get rid
of the drinks easier not to mention easier to keep him (and his
hands) under control. So of course when a client asks me if I like
girls, I would answer “Yes, can I introduce my friend to you?” In
that case, I'm in the game, light touching and kissing make the
moment more sexy and playful.</span></div>
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<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">If you'd like to read more, go to <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website.</a></span></div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-79327044228702079362015-10-30T11:07:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:44:03.053-08:00Greetings from Germany!<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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a quick update because I didn't write here lately:</span></div>
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<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">The
club where I work now, it reminds me of the first club I worked. A
bit quiet but nice and relaxing. I like everything about it. The
accommodation is just super, I have my own room with my own bathroom
and kitchenette. I don't need to share it with other dancers. And I
was shocked upon arrival when I saw the boss cleaning up the room for
me, usually they just leave it as the previous girl left it, and I
have to clean before I move in. Those girls who travel for work know
it's very rare in this business. Dancers apartments are usually dirty
and overcrowded. Here if I want to run around naked all day, I can do
it. I'm by myself. (No, it's not boring! That's my well-desired
peacefulness!)
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<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">If you'd like to read more, go to <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website.</a></div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-66786770713272042912015-10-05T11:54:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:48:23.874-08:00Meeting Mr. Grey<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">I
think there is nobody on this planet who doesn't know who is Mr Grey
and his fifty shades. Or what does it mean being Mr Grey? In my
recent club in Germany, it was a quiet night, not so many customers.
This guy came in and sat in the booth in the corner. He was wearing a
blue jumper so actually, I should call him Mr Blue. I went over to
say hello but he was not interested. I would say he was a bit
arrogant and distant so I left him after 5 minutes talking. He was
just an average looking guy but he mentioned something that he's
special. (Oh yeah, everybody here thinks he's special!) Then I sat
with another customer in the next booth, but I felt he's watching me.
It kind of made me angry. If you don't want my company and pay me,
stop staring!
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<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">My
customer left and I sat alone while the other girls were working.
Suddenly this guy came to my table and sat down next to me.</span></div>
<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">If you'd like to read more, please visit <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-81914510798037811182015-09-27T10:12:00.000-07:002015-09-27T10:13:16.902-07:00My Top 20 chart<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sometimes I work in clubs where is a DJ, so I don't need to select my own music to dance to. But then I have to dance on any songs he plays without any requests. In other clubs there is a DJ and I can give him my music or even he asks me to choose my own songs. Often I'm not bothered, I just tell him to play any.. as one my manager used to say "you're a dancer, you must to know how to move on any kind of songs." Nothing more disappointing then seeing and amazing pole dance show when the dancer can't follow the rhythm of her music. I've seen enough examples of that.. If I have to choose, I always pick those that suitable to my move.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Still, I have my favourites. And just like in anything, I like to be unique in choosing the right songs as well. I never choose the songs that you can hear on the radio every day, or the classic striptease music like the You Can Leave Your Hat On. I have music from all over the world. That's why happened that in the Caribbean I danced on German songs, in Germany I dance on French songs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">20. Baby Bash ft. Akon - I'll be your lover</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">19. Sido - Strip fur mich</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">18. Macka Diamond - Dye dye</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">17. Ivan Dorn vs. Klaas - The Lova</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">16. Maitre Gims - J'me tire</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">15. Tiziano Ferro - Senza scappare mai piu</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">14. </span><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gyptian - Hold you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">13. Massari - Real love</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">12. Blero - Sexy moves</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">11. Clara Morgane - Strip tease</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">10. Lil Kim - Kitty box</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">9. One Republic - Secrets</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">8. Gasparoff - Knights of Citeriya</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">7. Ofra Haza - Show me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">6. Andreea D - Paradise</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">5. D'Banj - Oliver Twist</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">4. Isthar - Last kiss</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">3. Massari - </span><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Inta hayati</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">2. </span><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Xavier Naidoo - 20.000 Meilen</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">1. </span><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Kymani Marley - Royal vibes</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Here is also a playlist: </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-9O4rU_GHeKBOyjkAq_W1WxnXSrsqXcH" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-9O4rU_GHeKBOyjkAq_W1WxnXSrsqXcH</a></span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There is no special order between the songs, I equally like them. It depends on my mood which one I prefer to dance to. But the No.1. is on the first place, because whenever I danced on this song, girls couldn't wait for me leaving the club and they could use it for their own performance. So it's not just my No.1.!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And then when I have to make a special show, I like to do a little belly dance. These are the songs for my fantasy shows:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sarah Brightman - Harem</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Alanis Morisette - I remain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Amr Diab - Tamally Maak</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So that is the list of my favourite songs. I hope you enjoy them as much as I enjoy dancing on them. :)</span><br />
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-67994567254247692152015-09-20T11:28:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:49:19.845-08:00How men approach a stripper<div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">My job is to approach clients, I keep it in mind. But different men, different rules. Some don't even bother to be nice, when he sees I'm going to his table, just lifts up his hand in the air showing I'm not welcome there. Others are talking to me for long minutes without buying me a drink and then they are surprised why I stop answering them or apologise that I must go to work. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">So let's see here what are the most behaviour of men in approaching a dancer.</span></span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-54883971295318382092015-09-08T03:28:00.002-07:002021-01-15T05:50:54.006-08:00The sad Hungarian reality<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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didn't want to write about it because I haven't decided what is my
opinion. I</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">'</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">m
just a stupid stripper who doesn't talk about politics. Right? BUT.… </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">Now
I'm in Germany and people are still asking my opinion about the
refugees in Hungary after it seems everybody is happy as Germany save
them from the Hungarian hell. </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">For
Germany it's easy to be the white knight. One of the strongest
country in Europe. But Hungary is already bleeding from thousands of wounds.</span></span></span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-9793800591944301412015-08-25T10:21:00.000-07:002017-08-20T09:24:52.316-07:00Stripper with soul<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Nobody warned me before that blogs are like tattoos.. if you have one, you always think about the second one. Or at least that is true in my case. (Am I graphomaniac?)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Right now spending some time home, I found my old poems and I decided to open another blog in Hungarian. Although London gives me power and self-confidence, Hungary gives richness to my soul. And there is one layer of my heart that in English you will never be able to understand.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">The translation is rough and it doesn't do its justice. I think to translate a poem is the most difficult part of learning a language and I'm still not there yet. But here are some of my poems from a few years back:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">You made them for me from fluffy clouds</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">so when you call me I'm ready to fly to you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I see you as an angel </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">who broke his wings </span></div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-83960633805411847662015-08-20T00:31:00.000-07:002015-08-20T00:31:01.592-07:00Photoblog - from Costa Brava<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm very happy when I meet a talented photographer and I got pictures like these as a result:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When I work in different countries, I often try to contact photographers. I did it in Spain and I found a young and talented guy from Barcelona, Andreu Olive (andreuolive.com). We had a great time during shooting, although the beach was a little busy and we made some noise and some guys tried to be sneaky taking some pictures with their phones.. Oh well, it's hard to be famous! :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-11788773271328803612015-08-13T02:27:00.000-07:002015-08-13T02:33:04.666-07:00Kisses from sunny Costa Brava<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(Meanwhile
I arrived to Hungary, but I wrote this when I was still there, so let
me share the original post.)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sun,
sea, beach, good food, sangria.. what else can I wish for more?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I
was hesitating to come to Spain or go to Greece instead, but I
thought I've been in Greece already, let's try Spain this time! I was
a bit worried as I heard a lot about the clubs here and almost all of
them offer more than a regular private dance. This club 2 years ago
was a brothel too, no wonder if guys are still continuously asking
for sex.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And
actually I'm lucky that I came here instead of Greece. The Czech girl
who arrived yesterday was there and she almost didn't get paid
according to the crisis there. One night the owner paid her normally
but the next one “Sorry I don't have enough money. So I gave you
just that much.” It's not correct as we have a contract with the
clubs how much they must pay for us. And most of our money is
commission based. It means customers come and pay, we have the
percentage of their money spent on us. With daily payment I want to
get the whole amount on the same day, specially in those countries
where they don't keep the records clear. In countries like Germany,
it won't be a problem as they write everything down.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In
Norway I worked for Albanians, in Canada for Asians, now in Spain I
work for Russians. It's just funny yet confusing, my bosses don't
have a typical Russian name like Sergei or Dimitri. Never heard that
name before, now I have three of them in the same club (plus one more
in another club)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">They
are new in business and little bit unprofessional. But because they
don't know how to make it better, at least they don't stress the
girls to make more money for them.
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But
the club is boring. It has lots of potential, but still boring. I can
imagine here parties, special shows just like in the local
discotheques. The bar woman has enough time to practice her pole
dance knowledge, instead of serving the customers. I make money on
customers. But how can I make money if it's a Sunday night, the club
is empty, only two young guys are sitting there with one drink (one
had only water) not even the bar makes money on them. And finally
after one and half hour later they decide to buy one house dollar
each to one of the girls on stage. Wow, she made 2€! And that was a
money hardly earned as they though a boobie massage is included.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And
let's be honest, this is the Costa Brava! On the beach our men see
more tits than in a club where only 5 girls work and there is no
continuous stage shows. Myself I spend here more time topless on the
beach than at work!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">OK,
I understand they just opened - maybe 4 moths ago – and they are
new in business. Three middle-age men. Maybe it's midlife crisis:
they though opening a strip club is easy money and easy fuck for
them?
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But
they have zero organisation skills. We gave them lots of advice as we
travel a lot and have seen different clubs with different systems,
but they don't listen. Here if I could make 1000€ in 4 weeks that
would be a miracle. But I knew that ahead, so no stress. I still get
my 40€ daily salary even the club is empty. I never got 40€ for
watching movies as we have Internet access in the club! Accommodation
is provided and free of charge and it's only 50 meters away from the
beach. This is I call paid holiday!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Here
is like the language chaos of Babylon as the customers require me to
speak Spanish or French, the owners Russian or German. Only a few
people speak English, I just wondering why the hell they want English
speaker girls then.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">One
night an Indian guy came to me:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“No
chiki chiki?”
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“No.”
whatever he meant by that. (I have a guess though.)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But
during the show in private, it doesn't matter what language you
speak. Words no needed.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The
best way to learn a language to have a boyfriend who only speaks that
particular language and your love for him will force you to learn.
But this is the best way the hate a language too. Once I had strong
feeling for a guy from Puerto Rico, and I started to learn Spanish
only because of him. Now I don't even want to use the words I learned
although I understand them. My passion to learn Spanish is gone with
him. That scar is deeper than I thought and I realised it now. But
I'm proud of my scars on my heart. Without them it wouldn't be ME.
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Just
an update to the end:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On
my last week I made more money than on the previous weeks all
together thanks for the young boys that came to the club. Some of them were nice and very enthusiastic while other were party animals. I like when
they drunk and drugged, they forgot we already had a private dance. I
have 5 privates with one of them and he thought each dance was the
first! So I finished my contract with money and nicely tanned. No
reason to complain.</span></div>
B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-16505376172297674692015-07-09T03:40:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:52:14.507-08:00Almost Miss Hungary<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Linked
to my previous post, in 2001 I went to a beauty pageant where I won
the 2<sup>nd</sup> prize.
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<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">When
I started modelling, I often travelled to Budapest for a test or
portfolio shooting. Once I was waiting for the metro at Deak ter,
when a short chubby guy stepped to me.</span></div>
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<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><i>“Hey,
you should apply to Miss Hungary! I'm the one who organises it!”</i></span></div>
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<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><i>“Yeah,
yeah..”</i> and I turned my head to the opposite direction <i>“Of
course!”</i></span></div>
<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">If you'd like to read more, go to <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</div>
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B. Lindsay Belanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11544472007991674513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5105761194151623748.post-64586473850716427152015-07-09T02:27:00.001-07:002021-01-15T05:53:05.108-08:00When I grew up..<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span face="Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">I
told you before I always wanted to travel even as a kid. And I also
wanted to be on stage as a model or dancer. I remember I was maybe 12
years old when I made some clothes and we were playing a catwalk show
with my sister and the girls from my neighbourhood. (The short period
when I wanted to be an astronomer and I knew the name of the nebulas,
doesn't count here.) Then designing clothes became a part of the
play. First I made them by hand, but later I learned how to use the
sewing machine. Later I made my own clothes (and more importantly my
mum let me wear them in school!) I even made a few for my friends
too... Today I enjoy the great benefits of it when I design my
costumes, although I never had a plan back in those days that one day
I'll perform as a stripper.</span></div>
<div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="text-align: left;"> </span></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div align="justify" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="text-align: left;">To read more, please visit <a href="http://heartbrokenstilettos.com/">my website</a>.</span></div>
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